I know I said in my last post that I was feeling better and less stressed, but I had a meltdown yesterday, mostly consisting of calling my sister and sobbing. I don’t even know where it came from. It’s not like I had just taken a practice MBE and scored badly or anything like that. I was practicing essays at the time and I guess I started thinking about all the stuff we have to do within the next few weeks, such as the move, driving the car to my sister’s, et cetera and I freaked out.
But I’m back on track now. I’m primarily doing the S&T book today, reviewing the material and doing practice questions. I’ll do another set of 9 essays later today. At this point it’s just practice and repetition, like I’d planned.
I’m sick of the bar though. I just want to take the damn thing already and end this misery.