I’ve been doing much better on MBE questions, but I can’t help feeling like I’ll end up falling on my face again on the actual MBE anyway. It seems like I could practice all the MBE questions I want but then when I go to take the actual MBE, the questions seem completely different and foreign, nothing like the practice questions I’ve been doing for weeks. Has anyone else felt this way?
Maybe I just didn’t study enough for the MBE the last couple of times. I hope that’s it. My new strategy seems to have helped quite a bit because I have noticed improvement.
My motivation has been flagging the last couple of days. I was great the first few days of this week, but now I feel like I’m just going through the motions. I’m sick of doing practice essays and can’t even look at them much less write them out.
I can also feel my pre-bar angry-rabid-animal surliness kicking in big time. I’d already decided to leave for my sister’s next Wednesday instead of Thursday but perhaps I should push it up to Tuesday. I can’t help being pissed off at the world that my own personal hell isn’t ending for 11 more days.