Only 4 more days until bar results. My anxiety level is definitely seeing a sharp increase. Mostly I just feel sick. I’m convinced I’ve failed again.
Colorado did e-mail me about my application not being complete, which they didn’t do the last 2 times, but I’m not getting my hopes up just because they e-mailed me personally instead of just sending a generic letter. I’m not getting my hopes up, period. That way I won’t be so stunned and devastated if I fail again.
True to form, I’ve been obsessively checking the Colorado bar website. I KNOW the results won’t be posted until Thursday morning, but I still feel compelled to check the website several times a day. I really hate this.